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001 [05 Mar 2009|05:37pm]
I think it's about time I picked this thing up again. All of the blood smeared on the pages was enough to make my stomach turn. Sometimes you have to remove yourself from the situation and that's what I did. What I mean is some of us are just squeamish, okay?

About those New Year's Resolutions. Okay, okay I know it's March now! However, I've decided I'm going to start being more honest. There is not a day that goes by that I don't miss my parents. There's also not a day that goes by that I don't miss my old friends. I don't know how to fix this, but I'm trying this new thing where I say what I feel. Well, I actually used to say what I felt A LOT. I thought it would be a good time to start again! Okay, my therapist said it would be a good start.

I'm tired of being holed up in this miserable little flat. Even Dutchess is starting to look droopy and I keep finding clumps of white fur everywhere! I think my moods stress her out. I don't want to be like this anymore. Just please don't make me choose a side.
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[info]snitched [08 Feb 2009|02:31am]
'Our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.' )
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